Linn Bennett, OWP 1998

 

Geronimo


 

Geronimo

 

When Robin Park was built in 1959 , I was seven years old. I thought I was a lucky kid because my house backed up against the park's softball field. All I had to do was climb over the fence and I could join the fun. Every summer a new park leader would arrive in mid-June wearing her crisp green and white striped uniform to begin the season's program. Every year I counted on the freshly painted plywood box to be filled with brand new sports equipment and arts and crafts supplies. After paying my ten cent materials fee, I too would be making key chains from plastic gimp, playing softball, and competing in box hockey. The park had an almost carnival atmosphere as dozens of kids came from blocks away to be part of the hippest action in the neighborhood.

But more than all the other activities , l anticipated Indian Week. During this week we could live, eat, and drink the Native American lifestyle. We could chose to be any Indian we had ever known. After several years, I had sole rights to being Geronimo.

My mother insisted I wear a shirt, but I had other ways to be an authentic warrior. My vision of a true Indian was one who was aggressive, bold and courageous. Now I just needed to look the part! My first move was to spend the three dollars for a chamois cloth from a nearby Sprouse-Reitz store. I inhaled the luxurious smell of leather, relishing the sweet fragrance. After fashioning a sort of loin cloth (shorts underneath of course), I proceeded to design a headband, complete with a bird's feather. I tinted my face, using my mom's dark foundation make-up, (how I envied their dark skin). Choosing from some 20 tubes of Revlon lipstick, I drew war paint on my cheeks and forehead. I repeated this ritual every morning for five days! I felt transformed.

Searching around our many filbert trees I was able to select the finest wood for my bow and arrows. Bending slender shoots I produced a fairly powerful bow. With filbert shoots for arrows, my attacks were realistic, so much so that the park leader banned my homemade weaponry from the park. My target shooting was relegated to my backyard. I would have to participate in more peaceful activities, like teepee building, story telling and dancing.

Twenty-five years later I helped my young daughter make her own bow and arrows, from the still ubiquitous filbert tree. I daydreamed as she whooped with glee, running bare-chested around our backyard. The spirit of Geronimo had come upon me once again.


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